Photo taken while being carefree in LAMan I really need to find the time to blog more. Perhaps if I blogged more I’d actually be able to let my feelings out. I don’t like hard journals anymore because people actually read that stuff. It is a shame that people can’t keep private journals anymore because other overly curious people give into their desires instead of honoring the other person’s private thoughts.
At least on here, it’s pretty obvious that I’m typing only things I want other people to read. There.
So I want to take a step back and look at my life for a moment and see where I am actually going.
Right now I am working two jobs. One job is your typical 9-5 office job (in my case 8:30-5) and the other is a part-time job with a media company.
The 9-5 office job is my bread and butter. For now. It pays the bills and gives me some fun money. It also gives me money to invest into my LLC, which I am currently setting up. I am going to start micro testing as soon as I get my business tax ID. If things go according to schedule I can do this by the beginning of August. (Haha we know how things never go according to schedule! ) Right now, it is a bit bothersome to have 8 consecutive hours consume my whole day. I also only get a half hour lunch break (which could be both good and bad). But it pays once a week.
The part-time job is so much better. The part-time job is something I am learning so much from and it’s such an amazing learning experience. It’s something I’d rather do full-time. Of course the biggest problem is the pay. It doesn’t pay nearly as much as the full-time one. But this job…pays only once a month…making it perfect to have for rent money. 
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So right now I gotta definitely do both. Once I have my LLC set up I will most likely get rid of my full-time one. I just gotta wait until everything is up and rolling. And if I can’t keep my full-time job, I will just stick to my part-time one.
I just saw some things on the internet that made me realize that anything IS possible but accomplishing something is NEVER easy. And I’m not talking about being able to accomplish wiping your own ass on the toilet. I’m talking about legit shit like a kid finishing a book report, high school kid making it onto the basketball team, me finishing college, etc. Everything is a challenge and I feel that sometimes we get so caught up in our many self-imposed complications that the goal seems to be no longer there or even just fades away.
I have been wanting to file for an LLC through a legal firm since May when I first got my jobs (I was hired for both a week between each other) and I still haven’t done it. I’ve been at each job for less than three months so I’ve been doing a lot of catching up on bills and whatnot. Now it’s July and I feel as if I am so close yet so far. I feel as if all I have been doing in terms of career/business is just working working working – for other people. I need to start setting aside time for myself to make things work.
So I decided that in order to make it work, I will just work from 8:30-5, walk home, have a snack take a 30 minute nap, work out (which probably means go jogging for half an hour), shower, eat a healthy dinner, work on JAN stuff for a couple of hours (it’s important to have that block for me and cross off everthing on that to-do list…only vital things go on there) and work my second job 10-12. The good thing about my part-time job is that I can switch it up every week if it becomes too much of a routine or is just simply too much.
Other than that, I spent a very low-key weekend in Echo Park in LA and my 27th birthday is coming up. I’m hoping to go to Vegas and go buckwild but who knows what the universe has in the cards for me.
I’m also starting to work out more since I hate being all out of shape and tubby. Like attracts like. I mean, come on, you never see a fat person with a hot, fit person right? Usually their interests are different. More on this later. But for now, time to get ready go to work!
